It hurts to face the reality that you weren’t someones first choice and they picked their friends over you when you were going to give everything up for them.
It’s like you led me on, to just drop me.. like that.

Everyone warned me that you’d leave me again, but no.
I feel so stupid and it really does hurt.
I hate you. 

I just realised i’m alone and going to be so alone in september.
My best friend and others are going to university.
And then there’s me. Alone.
Excuse me while i go cry.